*one year

September 10, 2007

 

  its been a year since bugsy and i met.so many things have happened already and i can really say that it has not been easy,not just for me but for the both of us. weve been through crazy moments,weve had petty quarrels,endless laughters and many more. we even tried to go on a diet but we jus cant.hahaha for one year i have seen bugsy in his great and worst moments. moments that he almost gave up because he thought his life is just a mess. but then i have also seen him hoping again that he'll find a way to be better. dont get me wrong or anything.. there's nothing wrong with him. its just that every person in this planet has the tendency to break down too.even if his the greatest. you know bugsy is the kind of person that even he fails he makes sure that he gets a great come back. he tries to work hard to make it better, to be the best. he just lacks faith. faith in his self. he always tells me that people say na swerte daw sya kasi may nakatagal din sa kanya and all i do is smile and i did ask myself once how was i able to stick with him?its simple. i have faith in him. i know that he can be really masungit,seloso and overprotective at times but that what makes him different. he may be just an ordinary boyfriend to others but for me he is the best. he sometimes think that he is just good in disappointing everybody. he can be really pessimistic at times. he is the type of person kasi who doesnt want to be told what to do. even if he asks for your opinion he still find for his own answers. he's the type that he discovers his mistakes and the solution to his problems in his own way.he needs time. he's such a great guy you know. and just like every other man there's still a child in him..who fears to be left alone. he is the sweetest and as what i always say in my former blogs..he never fails to make smile. i know things are so much different now since were not always together anymore but still we find time for each other.  someone once asked me if im happy with him?hello.no doubt.i am very happy. my friends with longer realtionships with their partners would always say that things will change no matter what.especially when youve been together for a long time..i dont know if thats a fact and i dont even know what will happen to the future. but all i can say is that if i have loved him so much once,whats the reason for me to change and not love him for the rest of my life?people are different we have our own flaws and goodness, but what we dont have is perfection. cause we are not created by god to be perfect. so not all relationships will end up the same, its different. get it? we never claimed that we have a perfect relationship but were happy and we love each other and that what matters right?so now as we continue our journey its still going to be just *me and you*…more years of laughters,tears and love. Ü

 

*working girl and missing school

 first posted on multiply May 20, 2007

the best of both worlds.i have a job but then there are some things that i need to sacrifice.like; getting enough sleep,having fun all night or lying in bed all day..all those things that i used to do when i was still a normal kid.well what can i say?im 18..so i shouldnt be addressing myself as a kid anymore but i am.haha.*by heart. and lastly..time. cause now that im working..i have less time for everybody. my family,friends and of course my boyfriend. even my family and i live at the same roof i barely see them. cause in the morning..when they have to go to work i need to go to sleep and when i go to work they have to sleep.haha.Ü..friends,hm..i guess i seldom talk to them now cause they are also busy with school stuffs.with my boyfriend..whom i love so much..i really appreciate his efforts of staying awake while im a at work.he patiently waits for me to get home and never fails to make sure that im tucked in my bed safe and sound. he would even tell me na.."hey hunn..you know, graveyard shift din ako eh."*laughs. well i know that its not that easy cause i dont get to text him a lot naman when im at work cause i need to take calls.so in short most of the time he really just waits until i finish my shift.see how good he is?*kudos for me cz i have a boyfriend like him.but of course its not always like that. sometimes we get to argue because now i have less time for him, which is really a big change for us cause before i used to be the one who complains about time and attention.haha but im trying my best to balance everything, as much as possibe i try to make it up to him.its not easy though..especially for me. but im glad that he tries to understand me with every way possible. working is really hard. yes people!its hellah hard. before i cant wait till i get to work and earn my own money..of course money means ill be able to buy what i want but dude..im telling you when i had my first paycheck i couldnt even use it to buy the pair of shoes that ive been wanting for months. its not because i have a small salary..*cz trust me i dont! haha.* its more of the "nanghihinayang" thing.. cause i earned that money! you know.. with my own sweat and blood.haha those sayings are really true you know. haha  its really different in the working world.some people are nice,most people are not.*laughs if you have read my past blogs about my college life i have said that all the kinds of poeple are there na.well..i was damn wrong! there are more! people that you can claim more evil than the most evil person you have ever met.*if that makes sense.* im telling you there are more evil people in the working world. of course there are nice ones.. but very few. and you have to be very choosy.especially when it comes to making friends.Übut still if ill be given a choice..i will still choose to study.cz hey!im young..and i want to enjoy and learn more.*god how i miss school.for those boyfriends whose girlfriend's are working try to understand them cz its really not easy to get a job, the world that they are in is not easy and nice.try to give support.love and most importantly trust,its the key to every long lasting relationship.if time is the problem,well if you really love each other then youll find time.what ever happens.having a job is really fulfilling..but just an advice to those who are in a hurry.. its a fun and rewarding experience but take your time.take good care and be thankful of the resources that you have cause youll never know when will it be taken away from you.

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*hunniey..this is for you.thank you so much
for your patience,support and love. i still love you three times infinity.even more.

*never a day in my life that i didnt thought about you.i loveyouÜ