*working girl and missing school

 first posted on multiply May 20, 2007

the best of both worlds.i have a job but then there are some things that i need to sacrifice.like; getting enough sleep,having fun all night or lying in bed all day..all those things that i used to do when i was still a normal kid.well what can i say?im 18..so i shouldnt be addressing myself as a kid anymore but i am.haha.*by heart. and lastly..time. cause now that im working..i have less time for everybody. my family,friends and of course my boyfriend. even my family and i live at the same roof i barely see them. cause in the morning..when they have to go to work i need to go to sleep and when i go to work they have to sleep.haha.Ü..friends,hm..i guess i seldom talk to them now cause they are also busy with school stuffs.with my boyfriend..whom i love so much..i really appreciate his efforts of staying awake while im a at work.he patiently waits for me to get home and never fails to make sure that im tucked in my bed safe and sound. he would even tell me na.."hey hunn..you know, graveyard shift din ako eh."*laughs. well i know that its not that easy cause i dont get to text him a lot naman when im at work cause i need to take calls.so in short most of the time he really just waits until i finish my shift.see how good he is?*kudos for me cz i have a boyfriend like him.but of course its not always like that. sometimes we get to argue because now i have less time for him, which is really a big change for us cause before i used to be the one who complains about time and attention.haha but im trying my best to balance everything, as much as possibe i try to make it up to him.its not easy though..especially for me. but im glad that he tries to understand me with every way possible. working is really hard. yes people!its hellah hard. before i cant wait till i get to work and earn my own money..of course money means ill be able to buy what i want but dude..im telling you when i had my first paycheck i couldnt even use it to buy the pair of shoes that ive been wanting for months. its not because i have a small salary..*cz trust me i dont! haha.* its more of the "nanghihinayang" thing.. cause i earned that money! you know.. with my own sweat and blood.haha those sayings are really true you know. haha  its really different in the working world.some people are nice,most people are not.*laughs if you have read my past blogs about my college life i have said that all the kinds of poeple are there na.well..i was damn wrong! there are more! people that you can claim more evil than the most evil person you have ever met.*if that makes sense.* im telling you there are more evil people in the working world. of course there are nice ones.. but very few. and you have to be very choosy.especially when it comes to making friends.Übut still if ill be given a choice..i will still choose to study.cz hey!im young..and i want to enjoy and learn more.*god how i miss school.for those boyfriends whose girlfriend's are working try to understand them cz its really not easy to get a job, the world that they are in is not easy and nice.try to give support.love and most importantly trust,its the key to every long lasting relationship.if time is the problem,well if you really love each other then youll find time.what ever happens.having a job is really fulfilling..but just an advice to those who are in a hurry.. its a fun and rewarding experience but take your time.take good care and be thankful of the resources that you have cause youll never know when will it be taken away from you.

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*hunniey..this is for you.thank you so much
for your patience,support and love. i still love you three times infinity.even more.

*never a day in my life that i didnt thought about you.i loveyouÜ