*one year

  its been a year since bugsy and i met.so many things have happened already and i can really say that it has not been easy,not just for me but for the both of us. weve been through crazy moments,weve had petty quarrels,endless laughters and many more. we even tried to go on a diet but we jus cant.hahaha for one year i have seen bugsy in his great and worst moments. moments that he almost gave up because he thought his life is just a mess. but then i have also seen him hoping again that he'll find a way to be better. dont get me wrong or anything.. there's nothing wrong with him. its just that every person in this planet has the tendency to break down too.even if his the greatest. you know bugsy is the kind of person that even he fails he makes sure that he gets a great come back. he tries to work hard to make it better, to be the best. he just lacks faith. faith in his self. he always tells me that people say na swerte daw sya kasi may nakatagal din sa kanya and all i do is smile and i did ask myself once how was i able to stick with him?its simple. i have faith in him. i know that he can be really masungit,seloso and overprotective at times but that what makes him different. he may be just an ordinary boyfriend to others but for me he is the best. he sometimes think that he is just good in disappointing everybody. he can be really pessimistic at times. he is the type of person kasi who doesnt want to be told what to do. even if he asks for your opinion he still find for his own answers. he's the type that he discovers his mistakes and the solution to his problems in his own way.he needs time. he's such a great guy you know. and just like every other man there's still a child in him..who fears to be left alone. he is the sweetest and as what i always say in my former blogs..he never fails to make smile. i know things are so much different now since were not always together anymore but still we find time for each other.  someone once asked me if im happy with him?hello.no doubt.i am very happy. my friends with longer realtionships with their partners would always say that things will change no matter what.especially when youve been together for a long time..i dont know if thats a fact and i dont even know what will happen to the future. but all i can say is that if i have loved him so much once,whats the reason for me to change and not love him for the rest of my life?people are different we have our own flaws and goodness, but what we dont have is perfection. cause we are not created by god to be perfect. so not all relationships will end up the same, its different. get it? we never claimed that we have a perfect relationship but were happy and we love each other and that what matters right?so now as we continue our journey its still going to be just *me and you*…more years of laughters,tears and love. Ü