im sorry..

November 26, 2007

sorry if i keep on hurtin you.. sorry if you dont like the things i say or do.. sorry if with you i always put up a fight.. sorry if i cant di anything right.. sorry if you think my excuses are lies. sorry if im not too understanding, sorry for all the headaches and pain i bring, sorry if often its hard for me to swallow my pride .. sorry if im too blinded by anger to see your side, sorry im so complicated.. sorry i cant hold back my tears.. sorry if i always complain about you not meeting my expectations.. sorry if i keep repeating the same mistakes.. sorry for the stupid things i said..

sorry for everything.. i love you so much

 

*old times

October 24, 2007

 

   yesterday i watched "in her shoes", there was a part where rose and her boyfriend, simon were eating in a jamaican restaurant. simon drew somehting on the placemat then i started to remember when bugsy and i ate at burgoo. there were paper placemats and crayons too. i was telling him that my bunny drawing is much better than his.. well.. he's an  artist so what can i say?so..he drew a bunny and it was really a big bunny. he even drew me.. i had to move our plates beause i didnt want to ruin our doodles. i miss those times,i miss those days we had. every single day that we spent together was an adventure..we were so crazy about each other..i miss our endless laughs, stories,our lait sessions.. i miss every single day i spent with him..

 

i miss you so much bugsy..so damn much

A glimpse of the 500 people you meet in hell

the cursed circle of the former friends

. the friend who stole your idea

He is turned inside out, dipped in honey,then burried upside-down in the desert under the blistering sun for fire ants to feed on.

.the friend who stole your boyfriend

each day hair grows all over her body, covering her face,torso,and limbs. She is dragged to hell's spa for a complete body wax administered by sadistic trolls using super glue. Afterwards they marinate her in lemon juice and salt. then the hair quickly grows back, covering her entire body so she has to get waxed all over again.

.the friend who only called when she needed

something and never even asked how you were . he develops a terrible rash that covers her from head to foot. it itches unbearably, but she cannot scratch herself because her limbs have turned jelly.

.the friend who envied you and secretly

resented you for being happy. his entire body is coated in throbbing,festering boils that periodically explode,raining maggots that turn into flies that feast on his sorry flesh.

wait for more..

*Thoughts

i know how tough life can get. things may go out of control..situations may be hard, but i will try everything to make it work.just promise me that youll hold on, for this relationship to last a lifetime. theres no such thing as forever i know..probably we may get sick and tired of each other but hunnieh, i swear ill never let you go. youre mine and you know im yours, just you and me..US in our own world. past may sometimes kill me, eat my whole being with jealousy,maybe because i cant live with the fact that at one point in your life, you loved her and she loved you, that you shed tears for her. i cant accept the fact that someone owned your heart before i did.im really bothered by that girl in the past, but what can i do?she has been a part of you and youre a part of me, so i guess i just have to deal with it.
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Valentine’s

first posted on Feb 16 2007

    what happened last valentine's day? damnit. those flowers and stuffed toys..eew. haha..so what if i didnt get flowers..i got the book that i wanted so bad!!!!bugsy gave me 500 people you meet in HELL for valentine's..wee!!! and even wrote a poem for me..

BABY,

HAPPY HEART' S DAY!

 

HERE IS SOMETHING TO LIFT

YOUR HEART.

SOMETHING YOUVE WANTED

RIGHT FROM THE START.

LOVE IS IN THE AIR,YES

I KNOW.

ITS KINDA CORNY,BUT ILL

GO WITH THE FLOW.

AFTER YOU OPEN THIS, I

KNOW YOULL SMILE.

AFTER YOUR DONE WITH IT

YOULL THINK OF SOMETHING

VILE.

ITS FUNNIY AND I CAN TELL

I TOO,WANT YOUR EX'S TO

BURN IN HELL.

I WANT YOUR CRUSHES TO

CRINGE&SUFFER.

I WANT YOUR ADMIRERS TO

DIE IN HORROR.

I WANT THEM GONE COZ YOU

KNOW YOUR ONLY MINE.

COZ YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU

TILL THE END OF TIME.

    haay..ang sweet noh?grabe..when i saw the book..it was wrapped in a pink paper..basta ag cute nung paper,kala ko kung ano..haay..it really made my day.super kahit valentine's kasi non..ngarag na ngarag ako sa kahahanap ng phone for graciel and yey!napalitan ko naman.. and IM FREE!!!!!!!!!haay..thanks talaga niey..hmm..this was our first valentine's together..di man kasing mushy ng iba..na ang corny! were oh so happy naman. yey.

later.